last saturday i made an entire song in one sitting for the first time in God Knows How Long. im a little obsessed with it. i have no choice but to make sure i upload it as soon as physically possible. I need to buy a rug
today feels like a breath of fresh air. there are these windows to the past that have been opened. by harnessing their energies i am seeing things with this bright new light that i havent seen in quite some time. im witnessing connections between things that cannot be logically explained. a Good sign! this means, for me, that things are looking up! and i am looking in. and i am discovering and rediscovering. realizing how i once viewed the world was not flawed, and i have foolishly placed myself in boxes or in chambers where there needn't be any.
i love figuring things out. i have research to do. none of it realistically applicable anywhere outside of my own spiritual mindscape, but research nonetheless.
this new computer is changing everything...!
So Ive Been Informed I Only Am Allowed To Suffer. I Have To Exist As A Robot Held At Gunpoint If I Want To Survive .
something will change!
year 23 ? Thats stupid. who cares .
i will find new ways to exist that dont feel pulling teeth. as Bjork once said Theres More To Life Than This